9.16.2008

>zap< the sun zapped me off the earth

So I'm feeling this now
tomorrow's a breakdown
becasue today's won't come out
he doesn't want me
HE DOESN"T WANT ME.
realisation throws away the initial satisfaction
she told me it would hit,
these imense...feelings, creations
but i doubted, i said i already knew
well, it hit hard
But I need it. Accept it but want it.
talked about it but can't get it. Maybe... MAYBE
insecurities are not enough.
bleed out of any place where there's an opening.
I'm all open, hooked, spread
bleeding symptoms.
Ignored me once and subdued forever.
last super. lost harper. heart breaker.
there is a place, and right now I am in it.
tethered sheep, bombs killed me within a few weeks.


well this was written in bio. i wonder what its about.

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