crusading and invading

crusading thoughts crush my intellect and wave me over the burdened seas, as i am burdened with what i see. an open book, scribbled notes and an empty eye for these scientific facts, the whirling images of a fantasy land are in the way.

i cant study!!!!!.... still.... i've read some notes about nutrition and digestion, non of it really went it....i don't think ill get anything done tonight but maybe ill go to school early and study my ass off if i can. fuck. science.

what ever happened to following your passions to no end... no distractions from that, just the eventual block