i feel a great need for my music right now, but my ipod is charging at the front desk becasue i cant plug it here. there are no speakers so myspace music wont work. im itching for it, its like a fucking drug, just another high, but this one i can handle.

handle things. im starting to feel like i normally do again, i thought it was just me, but then i was happy there. T that place. i forgot about those feelings. but now im going under again. but i know i can handle it. one more year then everything changes completely. i can handle it though. just with the thought of that change friends music words art and boarding.